When I walk in, this is the position she loves to be in. We’ve been getting together for a while now, but my heart still races a hundred miles a minute knowing this is what I’m gonna walk in and see. Sometimes right before I open the door, I’ll wait just a bit. I guess I do it for a few reasons. To try and calm down some. Also, to let the fact that I’m about to have this, sink in. But maybe the main reason I do it is because still to this day I can not believe I have something like this, so I’ll just stand there at the door for a second to make sure it’s not a dream.